So, after the weird Professionals-Avenger fusion dream, I've now had an Avengers/Avengers fusion/crossover dream.

id est: Tony Stark (as played by RDJ in Marvel's Avengers (Assemble) and Iron Man) in the UK 1960/70s The Avengers, instead of Patrick McNee's John Steed - working with Emma Peel and Tara King (and LOVING it). LOL!

However, I don't ( Read more... )

Because the last ten days or so have SUCKED - between my back/mobility and then my mood taking a nose dive into the Mariana Trench (anyone living with Capital-D-Depression will know the experience of feeling that you have to hit rock bottom *sometime*, there can't be much further to go ( Read more... )

Wednesday's question at ushobwri was "How do you feel about challenges?" - and I talked about how, given that I haven't finished a fic in 7 years, in spite of an H/C Bingo table and an SG-1 prompt table and the Pros Big Bang, they obviously don't help me. And I talked a little ablout how much I worry about whether anyone but me wants to read what I write ( Read more... )

I know this is me and my problem... but this is also why I have have come to hate Steve Rogers as written by most people.

TW: really bad decisions about how to help a panicking person, including coercion/threats/force. Memeories of being Sectioned.

( TW: Cut for discussion of PTSD, anxiety, panic attacks and bad responses to the same )

This is more for halotolerant than anyone else ( Read more... )

I don't know whether it is being under the weather (sinuses, the effects of cold on osteoarthritis etc) or Depression (being literally under the weather, SAD-effects and who knows what the heck my latest trigger was) but I have suddenly lost all confidence. Hence the deleted posts (if anyone noticed) and the not-responding in other people's LJs - I ( Read more... )